Sorry that I have not blogged in awhile. Life happened and I have been in a whirl wind of events over the last month. I promise that I will not go that long without writing again.
On another note, I came across the band Neon Trees. They have a really fun upbeat songs which are perfect for summer!
I am a true believer of destiny and of everything happening for a reason, and until recently I have never really seen the beauty of it. Today, I have been able to actually see a light at the end of the tunnel. I used to take everything as such black and white in relationships, when there is really so much gray. And the gray is great. Not every person you encounter or have feelings for will be the one you spend eternity with, but they might just cross your path to teach you a lesson, or they will be just the right pick you up to get you back on track. This goes so perfectly hand in hand with my life lately. I was the person who wanted the relationship to BE a relationship, I didn’t want to let go of what I wanted it to be, but when reality was, it was what it was. It was unique, simple, and was Beautiful as is. It was the first relationship that I have had with an individual where I was 100% honest, both going in with no expectations, but leaving a changed person. I am now a better person, and more confident person than what I was before I met him. He taught me how to Love, with all my heart, completely unselfishly. He allowed me to look outside the box, and showed me that with determination and persistence there is light at the end of every tunnel. I am not afraid to love anymore. I will love with all my heart, and never be worried about getting anything in return, because giving it away brings me so much more. Life’s amazing turn brought me to a place I never thought I would be. Although it’s still painful to think about things not just as where they were, I trust that it’s only the beginning of this beautiful life I have ahead. I won’t give up… Never give up.
“No horse gets anywhere until he is harnessed. No stream or gas drives anything until it is confined. No life ever grows great until it is focused, dedicated, disciplined.”
“If you are waiting for anything in order to live and love without holding back, then you suffer. Every moment is the most important moment of your life. No future time is better than now to let down your guard and love.”
“Once the realization is accepted that even between the closest human beings infinite distances continue, a wonderful living side by side can grow, if they succeed in loving the distance between them which makes it possible for each to see the other whole against the sky.”